B'day

Our fucking birthday is coming and I could say I'm anxious about it. It's kinda fun cause it's always the same thing each year, I wait 360 days for this special moment but when it's missing 5 days, it makes me think that actually I'm getting old and my time is expiring. I could say that is one of my biggest fears. The fear of becoming old is always terrifying me. Well, what could I say? I have a lot to see and learn but we do need time for that. Who actually has time?

Anyways, I'm turning 23 years old and that's very special. I can say I'm becoming an adult. Thanks to God I'm still living. But I hope I die before I get too old.